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7月30日 Moving OnI moved my blog to blogger @ http://www.inblogs.net/13banlieue. U r more than welcome to be there and share sth with me:) I would be happy with it! lol Catch u later~ 8月11日 I doToday, when Edward asked me, “Are you injured?” I just realized that I’m not so frustrated as I could imagine. I wrote a phrase for my MSN personal info – Subversion of the loving view. Sometimes one thing, one person can really impact your life, and the pace of it, especially for those who you loved. Maybe topple-over is just a way to change the perspective up and down to re-look and accept things you aren’t used to.
Just like you drinking a bottle of soda, and don’t know what will happen in your stomached. Life is always full of chemistry, but you still have no power to predict any reactions which may come to you. Sometimes, certain ingredients can definitely drive you up and then make you down. They play trick on your eyes, feeling, and even your thinking, and you seem to be very addicted at this kind of hokey-pokey, more and more.
…. Working over time makes me less sense about real life. Once I get all of the work done, I don’t know what’s more I could go further. Working occupies me by 70%, no matter is it worthwhile, it’s true. No one loves work I guess, right? Although someone tries hard to pretend to be zealous at his/ her job, they just have to do instead of love to. It doesn’t really matter whether to seek out the answer or not, coz no one cares about it. As long as you get yourself balanced, you can find out the reason why you like or dislike, and how deep these feelings affect you.
…. As planned, we’ll go to cinema this weekend. Distracting from things making you depressed is a unique way to get recovered. Maybe after one night dream, not only body gets reborn, but also can forget about those things you want them should haven’t happened.
…I hope so…. 5月21日 ScatterPrologue - It's been almost one month no update in my space. I'd like first appreciate you for continuous browsing my writing here, and meanwhile so sorry about pasting its time. Maybe I was busy, maybe I was just lazy, or I'm not so skillful to express in English... Actually, there's no excuse to write or not, and all I need is kind of catalyst to stir me up. If this space can bring you peace and happiness, please hold on; Once this disappoints you, please discard it from your bookmark. No matter keep your eyes on or not, I'd be thankful and greatful for your click-on, really! Reopen up 1 - Party night Last night, I revisited Lotus Lane with my peers. It's a so lovely place that I supposed to be the most famous and unique bar street in Beijing. Although it's been so long to be there, I'm always addictive when I walk into that street. At 7:30 PM, we shuttled in crowd which became more and more. Among pedestrians, there're lots of foreign faces from occident, south east asia, or somewhere else. It's just like a mix&match show - moving back and forth with blended photoflam twinkling. We choosed an bar volatilizing a mysterious red light, like some combinations of china and India. Lilian picked up this place coz she liked the atmosphere there, and I thought that it's quite a fits lady's taste in a mild way. What's more, there would come out a pop performance 30 min later.(The price is reasonable!!) I ordered a dozen of cocktail in test tube. The vessel is very special, same as the trial-use in school lab. Wow, a chemistry huh:). The cocktail tastes like non-alcohol drink made up with fruit juice, strawberry, and whisky(Low composition). In accompany with the liquid addiction, the diva's melody guided us to a climax. I just wondered, is it an opening of depravation? If I am still a colledge student, I would have definitely spent the whole night in such a magic ambience, but unfortunately, I'm not the one as before. 4月25日 Fall in love with IriverRambling... Coming across... Staring... Falling in love... with Iriver Cooming soon.... Comments, I transfered to another project -- Torch, and rotate as a novitiate project engineer in my 3rd-stage assignment. It's a little bit tough for me, coz everything is new, totally different with what I leart from school. So far, I'm just awared of the general definition of career, which means you still need to go along with every challenge by heart and to your best! Hereupon, it pushs me stick closer to my on-job training, and prompt me go ahead w/o fear when get frustrated.... So, I have to hang on, right? Every time when I ponder that how I become such a perplexed guy, I believe it's gonna be okay sooner or later, however i'm not sure what's behind of the story. Just like I started a game, but cannot guess out it's ending. Maybe, that's what we called 'In spite of myself' Or, it's just an excuse to slow down the update here.... 3月27日 Audio - FormulationWhen I was in my daddy's car on the way to work, I was stired up by a song of TLC - No Scrubs. Wow kind of recall back to high school and one idea suddenly came into my mind, that is about a formula. Hard(Audio) ∝ 1/ (Age*k) Hard(Audio) -- The hard-core style or the strong beats level; Age -- (No need to explain) k -- Just a coefficient for sth buffer because of variety; Coz in High School I was very addictive to Rock. You know, how kinds of categories they are, such as brit-rock, metal, techno, grassive, trip-pop , ambient music, industrial noise and whatever with intensively hard but yet melody(Someone maynot think so) rhythm and tempo. As a teenager guys, I often got losed in some grey-area, and was out of control to old back to a sunshine boy. Things're all like oppression and went opposite to my peers' expectations. I couldn't help to relapse into what I designed myself to be, and meanwhile, I dropped to be under-dereism somehow. To some certain extent, rock did a good therapy on me in a mental way. I believe every perplexed young person at my age also have the same problem. So that's why there're always a huge group of rock men, bands, or even vanguards acting so much to show and feel the hard music. Maybe this is just one of reasons for making such music so prevailling, however it really helped me to come over beyond the downturn. When I got into college, things were gonna be different that I transfered my attention to a softer one, like sofa& show music, new age and some fusion jazz. Those all are nice try, but the most important was I got my status rather different than before, coz I had my new circumstance, society, and faces. From then, I prefered to relax myself in a gentle way, and hoped to brighten my friends' life as much as they did mine. Instead of making my own place topsy - turvy, I kept a genre of soft - core as main collection including some piano CDs(Not classical haha). Now I'm working.... things go down and I seldom set myself on hi-fi, so I cannot catch up the trend of audio culture. Ad libitum, I record sth I'd love to save as my favorite W/O remmerbering its title, lyrics, and even singer's name. All come mild and meaningless to me except enjoying what worth while to enjoy and share. Seems like a demonstration huh:) To be or not to be, pls just let it be.... 3月24日 RamblingHey, this word doesn't try to describe sth. verbose but it is indeed a status when waiting for sth. Yes, when you have nothing to do, you might be waiting for sth happen meanwhile, and definitely it's a kind of suffering. Maybe it's probably pretty hard for you to imagine how long it'll take, but things gonna have a favourable turn sometime, so just be open about it! Oh, a little bit massive huh:) To be continue tomorrow.... 2月9日 None"Ennis doesn't love men and doesn't love women. He just loves Jack.".... -----Heath Ledger I wish I know how to quit you.... |
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